Friday, March 5, 2010

explanations for certain parts in the story...

[the weather in tokyo was those days was almost EXACTLY as i imagined in my story!!! so much rain that there could be flight delays on feb.18, but then sunny on feb.19 and 20!!!!! SUGEHHHHHHHHHH. ^^]

(1) toma pretended to be kazama's manager on the phone, when he was apologizing to him xD....he talked about it on Recomen. and that's what he said to kazama after that.... so cute!!!♥

(1.5) toma said he thinks girls like it when guys ask "ah, did u cut your hair?" btw, he likes girls with short hair!! yess! i have short hair for now. xD

(2) this is what toma said a girl should say to her boyfriend, so that they'd have a home date and could watch hana kimi at 9pm. lol. he said 4 sure, if she said this, it'd make her boyf go moeeee (think u're super cute, go doki doki) and agree to stay home. xD

(3.5) a Maou producer wrote in the blog about filming this drama, about toma! it was raining a lot, and they were having trouble filming... (^__^ thx to Paige 4 re-posting this!!)

"BUT we have a strong alliance...
His name is Ikuta Toma.
I call him "good looking sunshine man"

Ikuta kun attracts sun.
Even if it is very cloudy, when Ikuta kun appears, the sun shines and becomes sunny. Filming staff feel almost awed by his power to attract sunshine."

(4) i thought of this, actually, cuz at the rally for conan recently...amazingly, that happened! it was pouring rain. but when he came out to run w/everyone for a little bit, amazingly, the rain stopped and the clouds parted!! "conan stopped the rain!" his fans chanted!!

(5) toma's said before, if it's a home date, he'd be happy if she could cook dinner for him. if she asked what dish he'd like, he'd say nikujaga!

(5.5) yes, ninomiya kazunari. i like him. ~_~ he's the cutest in arashi ne? i like how he's got that boyish, nice guy look. and he was in a serious hollywood movie, Letters from Iojima!! i didn't watch it, but wow!! impressive!! and he's toma's good friend...standing up for him when toma was not included in NEWS, with yamashita...but then...sometimes nino can look so plain, too. and sometimes he looks like toma?? his gestures too?? maybe that's a big reason why i like him!!

(6) got the idea from inoue mao's movie trailer, they were pushed together in a crowded train. ~_~ the movie: I give my first love to you.

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(6.5) i wrote about the pic f/the dressing room a while back, but then just saw the march ikita kotoba!! toma's pic of himself in the dressing room!! SUGOI!!!

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(6.75) wrote this after knowing toma cried at the premiere. awwwww. i didn't expect him to...maybe only tear up a little, but not really cry like that!! wow. tomaaaaa. *hugs*

(6.8) thanks to careline for the info about the stage greetings!! only knew about it after saw u post about it, and afterwards, i knew to check the NS official website for updates about the greetings... =)

(6.9) i've checked at many toma sites, but no info about when the premiere was...i'm gonna guess it's the last stage greeting that day??


(7) his slender waist.... kyaa!! i remember the webmaster of hanbun.net writing this about toma...it stuck in my mind...something like "his slender waist elicits endless female envy." ah...

this fantasy was actually like...the 1st thing that jumped into my mind when i was thinking of writing this fanfic. after thinking about toma's room, i thought i HAD to have some kinda fantasy like this, right?? xD

and it really was raining hard outside when i typed this up...wow. it was actually pretty hard to write that "bed scene"!! my 1st time trying to write something so daring....i wonder if it's any good, though.... i really edited it so many times. i got all technical about it....trying to figure out how to describe what was going on....lol. kept trying to make it exciting but not go overboard... good grief, the 1st draft of it though!!! 0__0 (it was much longer than the current version, though we don't get much further, but got to the point where toma was shirtless. *dies*) it was...... but it was definitely TOO MuCH. but this version is fine!! still makes me go doki doki when i read it. *melts* ah, i've got a dirty mind...please excuse me!! xD it's amazing how 1 short paragraph can stir up all these feelings in me!!! right??! *melts*

(also, there was a time when i got this urge to gather all of toma's sexy photo shoot pics and talked about it/posted them up here.... http://dec22wemeetagain.blogspot.com/2009/12/picsinfo-links.html (scroll to the middle of the long post). so...yeah...these pics helped me get in the mood to write this fantasy...!)

(8) in an old episode of the Simpsons, homer was trying not to fantasize about another woman by thinking unsexy thoughts. and failing. lol.

(8.5) this is really toma's post from feb.18 (vol.329) (all toma's message translations i use, credit: inseiko at the tomalicious forum)! EXCEPT I HAD TO TAKE OUT THE PART ABOUT HIM BEING ON A SHOW WITH JUDE LAW, CUZ IT WOULDN'T MAKE SENSE, BY NIGHTTIME, HE IS DONE WITH THE FILMING FOR THAT SHOW ALREADY. SO, JUST PRETEND, TOMA POSTED TWICE THAT DAY. 1ST, IN THE MORNING, ABOUT JUDE LAW, AND THIS IS THE 2ND TIME...AND i just added one line to it. "eating dinner with someone~". haha. i did write a message way ahead of time, but it's better to use toma's real one. this is the one i wrote:

eating dinner with someone~

i'm really nervous!
and ex~cited!!

about the premiere tomorrow.

everyone, please go watch Ningen Shikkaku!! ikuta toma and the wonderful staff worked very hard for this movie.

to your family, friends, lovers, cousins, second cousins, and other people...

please promote it for me.

yoroshiku.


[toma said that in tomagoto: "to your family......please advertise it for me." in tomagoto vol. 205, around jan.16, 2009. he was asking ppl to promote voice's premiere. ~_~ BUT some1 translated it as toma saying HIS friends, family, LOVERS! lol. me and some other fans were shocked!! but no, that's not what he meant. but i guess us fans could be considered his "lovers", no? haha. in a completely different way...]

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(9) toma's said that if his date comes to his room, the 1st thing he'd worry about is if his room smells. lol. i'm sure his room doesn't smell, but he'd probably try to make it smell nice ne...actually, read in an interview that he often uses a rose-like flowery scented perfume to spray in his bedroom to make it smell nice. lol. and he also brought it with him to kyoto and sprayed his hotel room with it while he was staying there to film for ningen!!
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CUT F/MY STORY...
A NOT SO INNOCENT KISS....


i wanted to have at least one *wow* kiss on his bed, and this is what i came up with....but then...it's just too much, and i wanted this scene to end sweetly....not like this... but then... it'd be a waste to not share this kiss with you, so.... please enjoy!! xD


toma gets out of bed...i sit up a little and look at him. he walks towards the door, but then he pauses...and turns around and looks at me...

me: nani?

he walks back to the bed...leans over...and starts kissing me gently, holding on to my waist with one hand... *doki doki* *melts* i wrap my arms around him and sink back down to the bed... he's leaning over me, one knee on the bed... GAH!!♥ now...this kiss is not so innocent... and knowing his brother is home and he might walk in on us any second makes it even more....!! and then toma pulls away...i reluctantly let go of him...

toma: (still leaning over me. he smiles) to make up for our unfinished kiss earlier...

me: (still staring at him. softly~) ah. (toma stands up and smiles down at me...)


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(9.5) it's really amazing how the weather worked out exactly as i had hoped, perfectly, for my story!!! and it's more amazing that it stopped raining for ningen's premiere night and opening day. it really was raining and snowing a lot the days before that.... again, this is a screencap of the weather report from these days: https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEg0l8JBX6PFKZbAK5grpYWt13GSSWhluyrlhAxpvLVCKs9Fcr_fnPtEv29A2H-uLmTUiLFzRN7mWljM1N7hXr_nFUCc2ywiq0w4rEUbJTk2hMHqH4NMqT83Q-IrivkVC0D2PQ6ooFwa1l4y/s400/weatherTOMASTOPSTHERAIN!!.PNG

(9.6) thanks to enshinge for the info of the location and quotes from the premiere night!! ALSO, FOR THE TRANSLATIONS OF TOMA'S THOUGHTS ABOUT THE MOVIE AND HIS CHARACTER. i love toma more everytime i read things like this...
"In our agency, there's never been a guy who's been successful in acting and drama without having CDs. You can definitely do this though, so do it." REALLY!! i thought there were some other johnnys like toma, never debut, but popular as an actor. didn't know he was the FIRST!!!!!! TOMA'S REALLY UNIQUE AND SPECIAL!!!! AMAZING~ i love him so much. so proud of him. credit: http://community.livejournal.com/ikuta_toma/535375.html]

(9.7) i'm imagining this is what happened (from what i read about the premiere and the pics and the video clips of the news about it)...except for the part that toma cried, i dunno what else happened...

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(11) conan o'brien, my fav late night talk show host (THE KING OF LATE NIGHT!! ^o^) often spins his wedding ring when he's bored. xD so now when i'm bored, i sometimes spin my ring...

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(12) i DO have a grey and black tanktop similar to naoto's that i wear a lot. xD but i bought them long ago, before maou, before i even knew toma existed. and i'm not sure, but i think i've seen him wearing that same tanktop in photo shoots BEFORE and AFTER maou! even once in majo saiban....dunno if it's his or these tanktops just looked the same??

(13) sometimes, it's amazing how things work out so perfectly in my story, locations-wise!! i chose this hotel cuz the room is pretty and it's near shibuya station. but then found out they have POP!! open 24 hrs a day!! SUGOI! needed a place for us to celebrate late at night. and the see-through bathroom!!!! wow...

(13.5) thanks to Anjerin, i got the idea for this heart & soul line. ^.^

(14) got the idea for this part from toma and shun's talk on ANN in dec.2009. xdustbunnys summarized their talk. they talked about the pressures they have as young actors... some of what i wrote is what they actually said... and also some of what toma or the announcer said about the pressures he has when acting, from jounetsu tairiku. [there's a roughly subbed version of jounetsu tairiku at youtube!! =) go here to watch:
http://community.livejournal.com/japan_now/70512.html#cutid2]

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(14.5) "do want". *_* a phrase i've seen toma fans use sometimes when talking about toma. kyaa!!!♥

(14.6) toma's said this about himself... i only remember he specifically talked about it when he and jun were guests at NEWS' concert (in 2008?) and forgot the lyrics sheet so he couldn't properly sing along...lol. he was saying he's still the ikuta toma who messes up at the most important moments!

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(14.7) thanks to careline-chan for all the info about this stage greeting!! careline's ningen stage greeting fan report and also, reports about toma/ningen things she saw/bought in tokyo...
http://careline18.livejournal.com/147794.html
http://careline18.livejournal.com/149355.html
http://careline18.livejournal.com/150129.html

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(14.8) for more info about the johhny's family club (fan club) and how to join:
http://www.facebook.com/topic.php?uid=2227845166&topic=4540
http://je-help.livejournal.com/
http://community.livejournal.com/a_ra_shi/775345.html

http://community.livejournal.com/arashi_on/2307345.html (really helpful...fans talk about how it was when they went there...)

kyaaa!! trangkun made a step by step video clip that shows u how to go to johnny's family club!!! SUGOI!!!
youtube.com/watch?v=9sY9U-te7CQ

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(14.9) in that pic in ikita kotoba from march2010, the pic of toma looking at the ocean in hawaii in such a cool way, with sunglasses on. ^^ he said in the caption, "im totally pretending to be cool here." xD

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(15) hashimoto ryosuke wrote to toma in wink up's messages section in 2008. he said "i really like you a lot!". haha. and he said if he had "a cousin or something" like toma, that would be awesome. but toma was joking about why didn't he say a older brother, when he says "a cousin or something", it makes it seem like toma is not really an important person to him. lol. u can read their whole messages to each other here at the links below!! toma even said "if i had ohno-kun as a cousin or something, i'd be really fortunate~." XD

http://enshinge.livejournal.com/107625.html
(ryosuke's message to toma)

http://enshinge.livejournal.com/123524.html
(toma's reply to ryosuke and his funny message to ohno!)


(16) toma likes it when girls say this. i know it sounds like that~ first time, but that's not what he means! he just thinks it's nice if she and him can share the first experience of whatever it is with each other...ah...ii ne!! [and with this scene, i have reached the VERY LAST PAGE of my notebook! wow. the rest written on loose sheets of paper.]

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(17) inspired by pauba's comment: 'It was more like he was happy creating this new path for the other Juniors to follow.' and 'I believe that this is his destiny. To be a non-conformist and create a new path for the other Juniors.'

kate: Ah, such a wonderful senpai.. HE REALLY DID SAY HE HOPES THEY CAN LOOK UP TO HIM, AND THAT HE CAN GIVE HIS KOUHAI'S HOPE. toma....ah, i love him!!

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[my post about my ningen photobook. some pics!
http://ikutatomalove.blogspot.com/2010/02/ningen-photobook-pics-and-tomas-2-new.html

preview of 2 pages f/the photobook:
https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEheDcQLCvlYzzUABiq2VN7pwBP8yEqF8YtxDm39kRRYRYfg6Hyh6J38XlKaSJy8YY5XJTnBRwZ0dOrIL-Fhewk7kc2jmtAoFv0HaiFsNCoWRP4TOZhHIgmnnVOU_EVZZbpQHgRCn3zOHAwE/s400/NSbookfce8f2f8b825713cd8f9fd2.jpg

you can download all the pics from the photobook here:
http://community.livejournal.com/toma_gallery/]

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(18) FULL HANDSOME GLORY is PAIGE'S WORDS. xD (was describing him appearing on the ningen official website, in his full handsome glory. xD

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(19) seriously, toma has a knee fetish. xD ever since he was young!! i don't know where u can watch that video now, but on some tv show, i think he was saying it'd be nice when a girl sits between your legs, cuz then you can hug her/rest your hand on her knees. I THINK that's what he was saying. cuz they showed a man and his girlf sitting like that. but she was wearing a skirt or dress i think, so he was touching her bare knees.

and wow, i love answers.yahoo.com. lol. seems like almost anything u want to ask, some1's already asked it. i really liked how LOVE GURU differentiated between sensual and sexual. and also about how sex is not always dirty, it can be beautiful. ii ne...

http://answers.yahoo.com/question/index?qid=20081110133914AA6pUsb
Sitting between a boyfriend's legs...(question for guys)?

(20) thanks to anjerin for giving me the idea, though what u said was "but then again, when u love someone, you can't stop that feeling". ~_~

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(21) toma did have appendicitus as a little kid...and he quickly showed a (probably male) reporter interviewing him his scar, when asked about it!! lol. but it must have been a long time ago, when he was still little...i don't think he'd be so casual about showing his scar down there now!! but of course, he'd show it to me! xD

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(22) toma really did say kyoto is his fav place, out of all the places he went to for filming his movies. and that he might want to settle down there in the future (?) ~_~

interviews where toma talks about the 2 months he spent in kyoto:
http://enshinge.livejournal.com/297162.html
http://w-kassy.livejournal.com/9699.html

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WHAT HE DID THAT MADE ME CALL OUT HIS NAME...

we're sitting in bed, facing each other...toma is holding on to my waist, as he softly kisses my neck...mmm...mmm.... and he pulls back so he can pull off my shirt...oh toma! *gasp* ahhhh... and his gaze moves down to my low rise jeans...he can see the edge of my underwear peeking out...turning him on even more.

he pulls me back down to the bed and gives me an intense kiss....*gasp* and we're lying on our sides...toma slowly unbuttons and unzips my jeans...oh toma!! *gasp* and he lets out a soft sigh when he finally sees my underwear exposed, within reach...and he brushes his hand over my hip bones and barely over my underwear...*gasp*!!! i can't help shuddering from his touch...so close!! oh yes...ohh...

and he...lifts up my tanktop a little, gently kissing my navel. *gasp*!! oh toma!! oh yes...please...please...i'm breathing hard now, which only makes him more excited. and then he...he pulls down my underwear a little bit and slips his hand inside...*gasp*! caressing me just above my....!!! *gasp*!!! my hips immediately rock forward a little, desperate for more...and for the first time, i'm not just thinking it in my mind...i breathlessly cry out his name!

TOMA!!!

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[my post about my ningen photobook. some pics!
http://ikutatomalove.blogspot.com/2010/02/ningen-photobook-pics-and-tomas-2-new.html

preview of 2 pages f/the photobook:
http://img693.imageshack.us/img693/2637/fce8f2f8b825713cd8f9fd2.jpg
https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEheDcQLCvlYzzUABiq2VN7pwBP8yEqF8YtxDm39kRRYRYfg6Hyh6J38XlKaSJy8YY5XJTnBRwZ0dOrIL-Fhewk7kc2jmtAoFv0HaiFsNCoWRP4TOZhHIgmnnVOU_EVZZbpQHgRCn3zOHAwE/s400/NSbookfce8f2f8b825713cd8f9fd2.jpg

you can download all the pics from the photobook here:
http://community.livejournal.com/toma_gallery/]



(24) kinda inspired by toma & yamapi's friendship necklace. toma used to wear it all the time, but then he stopped around the middle of filming Voice, at the start of last yr. it stopped showing up in his photo shoots and his tv appearances....i wonder why? maybe toma's manager asked him to just wear it under his shirt or not wear it when it can show, cuz he's getting more popular, don't want ppl to think he and yamapi are really a couple??

and i do have a necklace with an I on it. no, not for that reason. cuz i wanted to make a necklace kinda like toma's friendship necklace, with the ring and the cylindar. i couldn't find a small cylindar, so i just used the letter I instead. but it did make me think....like of wedding stuff. lol. the ring is like a wedding ring, the I is like, i'm thinking of myself as being his wife, Mrs. Ikuta. LOL. i haven't worn it in a while, but now i'll start again. hahaha. it's silly, the way that i wear sometimes wear things that will show that i'm taken...that i only like toma. lol.

and partly inspired by how mulder wore scully's necklace all the time while she was missing in the X-Files. and he gave it back to her when she returned. ~_~ yes, i used to LOVE the x-files show. haha. but the last movie was HORRIBLE. arrgh!!!

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(24.5) toma said in an interview...if he's got a girlfriend, he won't try hiding it from his parents, because they'll be able to figure it out anyway, when he's got a girlfriend, cuz he's all happy and they can tell. so he'll end up telling them about her soon after they start dating...something like that? haha. it's good that he doesn't try to keep it a secret f/his family, though...


(25) inspired by the title of the boys' love movie i watched last yr, w/kato keisuke (he was in hana kimi, in dorm 3). the title of the movie is And the spring breeze whispers: takumi-kun, something something. lol. review of the movie, trailer, and some screencaps:
http://gayinterestfilms.blogspot.com/2009/10/and-spring-breeze-whispers-soshite.html OK, THIS MOVIE IS IN THE YAOI GENRE, but that's only cuz of the one scene where they actually consummate the relationship, but it was a very short and sweet scene (ok, i guess it was also HOT~)! i guess this is the 1st real taste of boys love that i got, and it was pretty sweet... though it's a very stereotypical, predictable, and kinda corny love story!! but the actor playing takumi-kun's role is a really natural, adorable guy, and kato is kakkoii. xD (though i skimmed thru the actual manga it's based on and...WOW. totally not as innocent and sweet as this movie. *blush*!!)

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(27.5) inspired by a scene from Everybody Loves Raymond. debra was happy that ray did not get hurt when he was at a restaurant, and there was a guy trying to rob the place, with a gun. he was on a break from sitting in with his brother, a cop, on patrol. but she's mad he insisted on going with his brother, putting himself in danger. so, she's kissing him and then hitting him, then kissing him again. ^^


(28) i chose kyoto because...i want to be living in japan, but... there should still be some distance between us. cuz it can't be immediately so easy for us to see each other... kyoto is where toma filmed his first movie!! it has a special meaning to him, and he really loves this city. kyoto is 2 hrs from tokyo (by bullet train, the Shinkansen), but around 6 hrs by regular trains/bus. this is why it's the perfect place for me to live, for now.... ~_~



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